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Sunday, July 3rd, 2005
5:44 pm
i miss someone so much right now.
this livejournal shit is laaame.
i think i'm gonna get rid of it.


Current Mood: blank
Sunday, June 19th, 2005
11:33 am
such great hights
I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles
In our eyes are mirror images and when
We kiss they're perfectly aligned
And I have to speculate that God himself
Did make us into corresponding shapes like
Puzzle pieces from the clay
And true, it may seem like a stretch, but
Its thoughts like this that catch my troubled
Head when you're away when I am missing you to death
When you are out there on the road for
Several weeks of shows and when you scan
The radio, I hope this song will guide you home

They will see us waving from such great
Heights, 'come down now,' they'll say
But everything looks perfect from far away,
'come down now,' but we'll stay...

I tried my best to leave this all on your
Machine but the persistent beat it sounded
Thin upon listening
And that frankly will not fly. You will hear
The shrillest highs and lowest lows with
The windows down when this is guiding you home

.i'm sad.
Friday, June 3rd, 2005
8:37 pm

guys are fucking stupid.

and never should...live. ever. .again.

i'm crying.


and i think you know who you are.



i'm so torn right now.


Current Mood: leave me the fuck alone
Friday, May 27th, 2005
5:33 pm

am i just that funny?

anyway, guys...don't know what to say.

been...thinkin a lot...i don't know what to do.

never have. and prolly never will.

HELP ME!!   grrrrr : /

i can't figure anything out now.

Current Mood: confused
Monday, May 16th, 2005
5:23 pm
*this is for you*
**this is for you**

Alone In December

you always amazed me
but thats the past
i kept silent and it rained for days
my inside were drenched
but i guess that's the part of growing up
i never wanted to learn
and i grew into the man
that you never knew
but i wouldn't be this way
if it wasn't for you
100 thank you's
it this is love
fairy tales never came true
judies are black in full bloom
and i died in the womb
take it back, all that's gone
it's all still there like you left it
december stayed the same
nothing ever changed but you
every dream civered in dents
love can't fly tonight
couples will rest, i'll be sleepless
so cry yourself to sleep
this is about broken hearts
this is about me
bending again for nothing
i'd run to you but pain awaits
i'm coming home
but i'll be late
no deeper than imagination can be
sight with nothing to see
what's faith if i can't believe
it's everything
a cure, but i make it a disease
God take me because i hate me
5:14 pm
1. Your Name:

2. Age:

3. Fave Color:

4. Fave Movie:

5. Fave Song:

6. Fave Band/or rapper:

7. Most Embarassing Moment:

8. Are you a virgin?:

HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

1. Are we friends?

2. Do you have a crush/attracted to me?

3. Would you kiss me?

4. With tongue?

5. Would you enjoy it?

6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I ask you out?

7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?

9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?

10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?

11. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?

12. Do you/have you talk(ed) shit about me?

13. Do you think I'm a good person?

14. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?

15.Do you think I'm Hot?

16. Would you call me just because?

17. Would you ever listen to my problems even if they dont involve you?

18. If you could change anything about me, would you?

19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

20. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Current Mood: calm
Saturday, May 14th, 2005
4:13 pm
~track finals~

so..i had track finals today.  i can't believe i made it. 

got like second to last though. but ashley made it to state!!  YAy.

it was like my worst race ever. . .hit every hurdle. but oh well.

i went drivin' around the neighborhood..sooo much fun.  love driving.

almost ran over nick, levi, and riley...that was kinda funny.  slam on the brakes.

well a lot of people are pretty pissed off because none of them too well in their events.


and obviously, people just can't get things straight.

**and to that. i say HAHA to you fucking retards who put their heart on their sleeve and receive nothing**


Current Mood: busy
Thursday, May 12th, 2005
6:05 pm

just got back from driving!!  YAy.  speedin' through those parking lots!  haha

so much fun.  why didn't i learn to drive earlier?

well today me and jamie didn't go to a block...and everyone's like, "uuu, you're gonna get in so much trouble." 

and i don't really care.  it was fnn being the 'bad' girl for once. ya know? 

talked to sam for like an hour..she's hilarious. 

well...all guys can just fuck off, cause you all pretty much suck. except for like one.  and it's not who you think it is.

oh my god.  i think i'm gonna faint from nervous-ness for track districts tomorrow!!  ahhh   ..oh well.

Current Mood: frickin' runnin' tomorrow
Monday, May 9th, 2005
9:03 pm
In one single moment your whole life can turn 'round
I stand there for a minute starin’ straight into the ground
Lookin’ to the left slightly, then lookin’ back down
World feels like it’s caved in – proper sorry frown
Please let me show you where we could only just be, for us
I can change and I can grow or we could adjust
The wicked thing about us is we always have trust
We can even have an open relationship, if you must
I look at her she stares almost straight back at me
But her eyes glaze over like she’s lookin’ straight through me
Then her eyes must have closed for what seems an eternity
When they open up she’s lookin’ down at her feet

Current Mood: what to do now?
Saturday, May 7th, 2005
11:15 am

i passed.


i got it.

Current Mood: bored
Saturday, April 30th, 2005
6:18 pm

my aunt just got a new dog today.

he started humping allie's body.

funny stuff.

**god. today has been really embarrassing. it includes a library and me going to the bathroom, and a guy walking in...and everyone staring at me.**


"we should just be friends."

Current Mood: silly
12:41 pm

all we ever do is yell. 

why do I bother?


my favorite song is on!!!  chocolate girl...ya look like somethin i want....and your little asian friend...well she can come if she wants

hey carrot juice, i want to squeeze you away until you bleed.

wind me up and make me crawl to you.

tie me up and make me call to you.

**i can't help anyone anymore.  so just stop trying**

Current Mood: hungry
Friday, April 29th, 2005
10:45 pm
a - age you got your first kiss: haha ..no one knows...

b - band listening to right now: weezer

c - crush: NOBODY

d - dads name: no need of names for my father.

e - easiest person to talk to: myself.

f - favorite Bands at the Moment: LOUIE THE 14TH, CAKE

g - gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: GUMMY BEARS...chocolate covered..YUM

h - hometown: gladstone.

i - instruments: air drums.

j - jam or Jelly: aren't they the same? geesh

k - kids: should have never been born.

l - longest Car Ride Ever: like six hours...EW

m - moms name: no speak ingles.

n - nicknames: Gabby

o - one Wish: that i could feel ...love.

p - phobias: oh my god. SPIDERS.

q - quotes: "i'm a loser...so why don't you kill me?"

r - reason to Smile: to hide behind it.

s - song you last sang: ROSEMARY.

t - time you woke up today: 5:50 am.

u - unknown Fact About Me: i haven't received a hug since my grandpa died.

v - vegetable you hate: all em.

w - worst Habits: avoiding people. i'm good at it tho;)

x - x-rays you've had: none.

y - yummy Food: FAST FOOD. duh.

Current Mood: crazy
Monday, April 25th, 2005
7:11 pm

i'm giving up...

on everyone

and everything.

because nothing ever comes through.

Current Mood: bitchy
Monday, April 18th, 2005
8:38 pm
screwed beyond belief
i'm totally screwed.
there's no way of getting out now.

Current Mood: crazy
8:22 pm
Name: Gabby
-- Birth date: December 19
-- Birthplace: Oregon
-- Current Location: Gladstone, Oregon
-- Eye Color: Hazel?
-- Hair Color: dark brown
-- Height: 5'6" er somethin..
-- Righty or Lefty: righty
-- Zodiac Sign: sagitarious

-- Your heritage: white?
-- The shoes you wore today? flip flops..duh.
-- Your weakness: screw things up....often.
-- Your fears: losing someone..again.
-- Your perfect pizza: plain...cheesy.
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: have a good life..but i'm finding out that that's kinda hard:)

-- Your thoughts first waking up: "Oh god. i have a test don't i? crap."
-- Your best physical feature: my hair smells good..people tell me
-- Your bedtime: around 10
-- Pepsi or Coke: coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: uMM..that's hard. burger king:)
-- Single or group dates: single
-- Adidas or Nike: both!
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: i hate tea.
-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate!
-- Cappuccino or coffee: YUCK

-- Cuss: not really
-- Sing: in the shower!
-- Take a shower everyday: yup. every morning.
-- Do you think you've been or are in love: no
-- Want to go to college: duh. i don't want to be livin on the streets!
-- Like high school: no. stupid classes.
-- Want to get married: maybe...that's a long time away though
-- Believe in yourself: sometimes. sometimes i doubt myself tho.
-- Think you're attractive: eh
-- Think you're a health freak: hell no.
-- Get along with your parent: hell no.
-- Like thunderstorms: <3 them!
-- Play an instrument: i tried playing the flute in 7th grade...that didn't go so well.

LAYER SIX: In the past month..
-- Drank alcohol: nope
-- Smoked: no
-- Done a drug: no
-- Gone to the mall?: oh my god. i think it's been a month!
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreo's: hell yeah.
-- Eaten sushi: ew. no.
-- Been on stage: no
-- Gone skating: nope
-- Made homemade cookies: who does that? we got grocery stores people!
-- Gone skinny dipping: nope
-- Dyed your hair: no
-- Stolen anything: maybe...

-- Age you hoping to be married: whenever
-- Numbers and Names of Children: uh...
-- describe your dream wedding: a groom
-- How do you want to die: in my sleep. no pain.
-- Where do you want to go to college: a long hell away from here!
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: an editor for a magazine.

LAYER EIGHT In a guy/girl..
-- Best eye color: any color...is fine.
-- Best hair color: again...any color
-- Short or long hair: long shaggy hair
-- Height: uMM...a little bit taller than me..
-- Best articles of clothing: it depends on the guy. but i don't criticize people by what they're wearing.

-- Number of drugs taken illegally: none
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: none...maybe 1
-- Number of CDs that I own: like 5, radio rocks my world!
-- Number of piercing's: 2
-- Number of tattoos: none
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? like once or twice. because of sports.
-- Number of scars on my body: like 5
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: A LOT

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Last cigarette: never done that stupid stuff.
Last car ride: picked up from track
Last kiss: haha not telling
Last good cry: this weekend
Last library book: like a month ago. i think it's overdue:)
Last movie seen: Amittyville Horror...best movie.
Last favorite book you have read: The Truth about forever
Last cuss word uttered: fuck
Last beverage drank: chocolate milk
Last food consumed: a piece of chocolate
Last crush: still havin one...
Last phone call: allie
Last tv show watched: huh. last night...desperate housewives.
Last time showered: this morning
Last cd played: green day
Last downloaded: haven't downloaded anything.
Last annoyance: my stupid fricking computer.
Last disappointment: last night.
Last thing written: my stupid fricking paper on my stupid computer that won't work.
Last word spoken: oh
Last sleep: this morning...only like 6 hours!
Last weird encounter: at track
Last time amused: listening to this one song that made me laugh.
Last time in love: ha...no one ever falls in *love*
Last time hugged: haven't been hugged in a LONG time.
Last chair sat in: computer chair. duh
Last time dancing: oh god. in my room. about 10 minutes ago.
Last show attended: never been to a show. i know. sad.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
x. Slept in your bed: me
x. Saw you cry: no one ever sees me cry
x. Made you cry: my life
x. Spent the night with: allie
x. You shared a drink with: myself..
x. You went to the movies with: allie
x. You went to the mall with: it's been like a month! i need to go shopping!
x. Yelled at you: duh. Grandma.
x. Sent you an email: Kevin.
x. You kissed: not saying

Current Mood: stupid fricking computer!!
Sunday, April 17th, 2005
10:52 am
stupid stuff

my weekend pretty much sucked. 

but last night me and allie saw Amittiville Horror...whatever that's called...movie:)     oh my god.  i had no idea what it was about, and me and allie jumped like 111 times!!  ahhhhhh...

it was so scary.

i wanted to do something this weekend...like anything fun. but that didn't happen:(

well i seem to screw things up more and more.

my grandma says she's letting me live my life, but really at the same time she's crushing it.

Current Mood: cold
Friday, April 15th, 2005
5:03 pm

That's it.

I'm done.

Current Mood: busy
Wednesday, April 13th, 2005
9:37 pm
sorry sorry sorry
so i just got back from tap. i felt like throwing up and my stupid teacher kept on pushing me...and now i think i'm gonna throw up:-(
sad i know.

well i often screw things up.
i don't know why i do.
i'm sorry to everyone.

Current Mood: stupid tap!!
9:42 am
a list:
First Comes To Mind:

I AM... Gabby?
I WANT... a guy:)
I HAVE... a kitty named Lickers:-P
I MISS... my grandpa
I FEAR... spiders and being tickled
I HEAR... my grandma yelling at me to get off
I SEARCH...for that *special someone* haha
I WONDER... what's gonna happen tomorrow
I REGRET... a lot of things.
I LIKE... banana bread and 94.7
I ACHE... my RIBS and my ankles.
I ALWAYS... am not serious
I AM NOT... having a wonderful day
I DANCE... tap dance!
I SING... in the shower:)
I CRY... at night when i'm all alone
I AM NOT ALWAYS... nice...
I LOSE... almost everything i have in touch with.
I CONFUSE... myself
I NEED... to not screw things up.
I SHOULD... not open my HUGE mouth sometimes.


1.stupid people
2.My best friends
3.when i get something new
5.guys...beginning with a k. :)
6.my kitty
7.people that do whacky things
8.when i get tickled
9.Hurdles...yeah right!
10.seeing someone in love
11.a new outfit
12.New clothes
13.man, i'm out of room!! CHOCOLATE


1.Flip flops
3.hair always up


1.when my grandma acts stupid
2.my brother even tho he's 22
3.people from 8th grade
4.my life
5.when someone yells at me
6.people with NO sense of humor...BORING
7.When they overplay songs on the radio
8.when we run out of cereal
9.when i get in a fight and everyone's so...AHHHHH


1.Seeing my peeps tomorrow:)
2.Track meet
3.moving out of this hell hole
5.eating my cereal tomorrow morning


1.AE jeans
2.an iPod
3.my frickin permit!


5.my grandma


1.banana bread


1.meeting my best friend
2.just wanted to be on his friend's list:)
3.singin that catipiller song tonight with allie:)

PERSON YOU COULD SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH: i'd say allie, but sometimes she gets on my nerves. so just me:) ...and my kitty.

Current Mood: bored
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